Grand Mom's House...

Grand mom's house was just around the corner from mommy's home....

If my mommy was in her backyard, i could see her from grand mom's front porch..

Every night, we cried for our mother..we wanted badly to be with her..

She was an excellent mother..

I don't blame her for what happened to me..

I feel guilt, for what has become of her...Mommy was a happy, vibrate, loving, intelligent, playful, ambitious woman...

Now, we don't have a close relationship with her...

G and I are constant reminders of her failed past....She, til this day, still can't handle seeing us..

We grew up with grand mom.

I loved my grandmother...I still love her...I've always wondered thou, how much did/does she love me.....